Hi,

     Remember the silly bedtime song we made up? I love you a miilion kabillion, to infinity and beyond, etc..yes that song! Do you remember all the words. I used to tuck you in at night.  We used to sing and say our prayers. God Bless the birds and the bees the flowers and the trees and all of Gods Creations. I miss you and hope you are ready to start the healing process. My boyfriend made this page in hopes that you might be able to post here. Your phone number is not required, but it would be nice to have a way to contact you.  I am sorry for all the days we've lost as a family. Please contact me and lets start making new great memories!

Peanut says:

Hi.

I miss you guys.

Please call your Mom because I could use a little break from all this constant snuggling.

 Dear Jayden,

      I remember holding your hand and you saying their to strong Mommy.  Its a crazy world.  Look at the police getting away with murder. I didn't know this world was going to be so difficult to navigate.

 I know you are strong, smart, and good hearted. I know your 11 years in and out of doctors healing you. Keeping you healthy, and protecting you as best I could from this world. I know all those years I proved how dedicated of a Mom I am, and parenting isn't easy. Especially when others complicate things unethically.  I know you are loved very much and that you are a spectacular person. I hope that your heart will be open to remembering the loving nurturing mother bird I always was even when the Ravens tried to kick you out of my nest. I fought back and I kept going to court and I didn't stop getting up and trying to find a pathway to you. I never wanted you or Meghan to be hurt.  I love you both. I'm so sorry this world is not always fair. People lie for selfish reasons.  I will stand up against the injustices done to us as best as I can. If you ever want to start talking, write me here.  I Love You.